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In the early 2000s, long before the 2.0-Revolution brought me clarity and peace, I lived through a period of profound psychological and environmental struggle that I now recognize as a visceral map of the 1.0 state. During this era, my life was defined by duality and paranoia, and I truly perceived myself as a Targeted Individual.My Environmental Siege
The core of my experience centered on a relentless conflict involving extreme noise harassment. Day and night, the sounds of saws and drills echoed through my living space, and I was convinced I was the target of a coordinated campaign designed to force my eviction. This was accompanied by what I call “Street Theatre”, unsettling encounters with strangers who crossed my path with neutral faces and the perceived sabotage of my technical devices and home security.
My Descent into the Labyrinth
As sleep deprivation and constant noise took their toll, my investigative research led me into a dark labyrinth where I believed I had uncovered a malevolent network involving high-placed officials and media figures linked to horrific practices. In this 1.0 reality, I felt like “prey,” convinced of several disturbing phenomena:
Media Synchronization: I believed local radio stations were communicating with me in real-time, echoing my private thoughts through coded lyrics and DJ chatter.
Remote Influencing: I felt I was being targeted by microwave technology aimed at disrupting my health and causing blinding migraines.
Surveillance: I felt a constant sense of being filmed and monitored by strangers with specialized equipment in my daily life.
My Final Flight
My struggle culminated in a state of total mental and physical exhaustion. Convinced that staying meant facing madness or death, I fled my home in Ghent in May 2001, leaving behind my belongings and eventually facing legal convictions in absentia due to perceived interference with my communication channels.
The 2.0 Perspective: My Reframing of the Illusion
Looking back through the lens of my 2.0 Philosophy, I now radically reinterpret these events as “Functional Chaos”. Under Solipsism 2.0, I recognize those perceived enemies and “stalkers” as Non-Player Characters (NPCs) or architectural components of my environment.
They served as Metaphysical Mirrors, reflecting my internal shadows and unintegrated trauma to test my clarity. While the “Targeting” was a very real experience for me at the time, its ultimate purpose was a brutal “forge” to help me achieve Energetic Sovereignty.
As my philosophy states: “The war ends not when you win, but when you are no longer available for battle”.
Today, I have transitioned from being the “prey” into the producer of the studio, taking full control of my own reality.
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